Friday, July 24, 2009
Wake Up!
HELLO THERE!!
Yup! Im back, well my blog is so dead for like 3 months already,haha, well, all those nasty hw and exams.
huishan and huiqing said my blog needs to be re-alive. okay. but, i dont how to start, 3 months, how am i suppose to start, lots of lots of things happened..
Hmm..well i will just make a summary then...haha
March-Fisrt term exam, so terrible...well the mid term exam too...paiseh...
April-Had a great time marching for Ungu with all of the aliens.
May-UNGU won!!! ahahahahahahaha Ungu rocks, u cant deny..hahaUngu alien leh...
June-well june...exam...wth...I improved my mod maths sejarah but not the others. others are like atrocious..
But, i will do better for the last time, trust me, daddy and mummmy, then dont nag so much, i dont like it...i mean i will know what to do, so u dont have to be worry, just im still building up my strength, and u always destroy it..how shall i tell u, i hope they will see this blog, and hope they wont too, so mao dun yea...
Story will be continued. =)
p/s sorry for what i had done to you.
A smile a day keeps the doctor away.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
in the blues
Mun Yeeee is dead!
from high, i fell to the bottom most of the earth.
what i heard, is only pieces of heart that is really painful, reminding me
sorry, mum, dad, and mr.kwan, forgive me that i didnt do my best
sorry, that i had dissapointed you,
mummy didnt scold me, i felt relieved, she tells me,
work hard again,
that made me even feel bad, because she use to scold me,
daddy says, those pass already passed, forget about it,
teacher say, it's ok, work hard next time
everyone has high hopes on me,
but i dont have it, iam so dissapointed on myself
they say i will be doing very well next time, can I?
I dont know.
They told me to work hard, but i cant even stand up now,
i can say that, i want to give up, im tired, i need a rest,
i dont know what to do now,
the future seems scary to me now,
i dont know whether i can manage to do it,
it's time to grow up, and think,
a great fall, for me, serves me right, it's my fault, i've got nothing to blame,
it's my mistake.
i will work hard, improve myself,
just that who could give me a hand, to help me, save me, guide me,
I'm afraid no one can.
Once a failure is good too, it really wakes me up.
When the sun shines, everything will be ok.
I will be Ok, everything will be alright just like last time.
I will go out from the blues, and start all over again.
Wait for me. I will do my best. =)
You are not around when I need you the most, i want to tell you everything, but you are not there. I felt so helpless. When will you come and ask me, Mun Yee, how are you? I miss the Mun Yee, once upon a time's, where good memories are there.i miss you a lot
A smile a day keeps the doctor away.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Birthday Wishes =)
Happy 16th Birthday !
cutie big eye-BoonhuoyWENN!! yoohoo
Happy Sweet 16th. =)
May all your wishes come true.
and cheekeen, my gorr, my best gor! =)
May all your wishes come true too. And dont forget to talk to me, although we are
in a different class.
And sorry im late for you two, the wishes.
hugs and kisses xoxo
A smile a day keeps the doctor away.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
=(
im sorry huiqing, pls forgive me.
Exam week is finally over, phew~ finally! No, there is one more day, just one more stupid day, for ADD MATHS and P.MORAL. eekz. wth. why?
What can i say? dropdead for almost all the subjects except-eh, bm, bc, bi-others,
all die, lol.
i am ready to get back my results, and i know it will be very'spotaneous', hoho
all 50-60 only, i think so, and i am very scared, veryvery scared
i cant blame anyone for that, i only can blame myself,
not enough reading and hardwork, form4 aint a simple life, aint a honeymoon year either.
it's all my fault, i dont read early, i still cant manage my time properly.
hope that it will get better soon, i hope so. =)
Ohh yea, let's see what's going on,
-Bio-It's my favourite subject, but it turns out to be the most difficult paper to me, wth, didnt read enough, my fault, flunked paper 2 for bio! =(
-Physics-oooommggg, physics is never easy, i dont get the motion graphs, what acceleration, velocity, displacement, blabla, so physics, gone half of the marks, i think. physics is a headache, adoiii---
-chemistry-hahaha, im quite ok for chemistry, because it's easy, i love the teacher, haha, thanks for saving our life at least for once,lol, chemistry is sure to be ok, or maybe it turns out bad unexpected, nooo, think too much. but maybe, maybe.
-mod maths-Mr TEEEEEE, how can u be so baaadddd, torturing us, arent u? hmph. haha, u can see that, i cant even do one of the quetions in paper2, except for the volume, so the whole paper was like writting nonsense equations with wrong and weirrd answers, haha, ready to fail, no choice, dint practice much, my fault. Whhhyy mod maths is more difficult then sejarah? WHY? mum n dad n mr.kwan sure to laugh their ass out if i fail mod maths, that time i will have to face the music, aduhhh. lol. mum will say:" nikki failed mod maths!hahaha!"and then the nagging starts...cant imagine it anymore
-sejarah-ok. can pass. i think. sejarah is if u read, u know how to do. Nothing to say.
-bi- ohhhhh, made many mistakes for paper 1, cuz i changed my answers, wtttthhhh! And i dont know what is going on with the stuntman thing, but i can answer all, at least. Other parts, ok. =)
-bc-Just hope my answers for wen yan wen part is correct, and the fan yi, and my essay. Then i can get at least get 70 marks for bc. or no?
-bm- write untill my hands sore, every questions requires long answers, wttthhh, almost out of time to finish it, but but, im so angry that i think too much, peribahasa part, negara sendiri, i go and write setingginya tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga, wttttttthhhh-tooot-, tanah air such an easy word, i cant think of it, go and write such a nonsense, aiyooo, only aik mun yee doenst know how to do this, stupid idiot me. And menyiram, another easy word, i cant recall, go and write mengairkan, i know u r laughing like hell now, because my friends all laugh at me when i told them. aihh.
Glad that mum say it's ok if i flunk all my papers for the first time, she will not scold me, but if it's the second time, then you know what is going to happen. That is scary. work hard work hard. Add oil. Add oil. jia you!
left add maths and moral. i dont know how to die for that, gotta work hard.
But, stupid projects are disturbing me, hate projects, idiot stupid nonsense projects, i dont know why we do them for so many years, it's useless, and wasting earth resources, the trees, im sorry for the trees.
Anyhow, Happy Holidays to all! =) a week to rest and forgot all the exams. But dont forget, add maths and moral, the annoying two subjects.
p/s, i cant fail physics n chemistry, because i will be sorry for Mr. Kwan, my tuition teacher, and my daddy's hard earn money.
Hope that everything will be OKOKOK-OK! for everyone. =D
If i flunked all, i feel bad too.
A smile a day keeps the doctor away.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Happy Bday Hui Qing
First of all,
Happy Birthday CHim Hui QinG! Happy sweet 16th!
Im sorry that i cant attend your bday plans, please do forgive me.
But i hope u had a nice one, with my best wishes and the others.
Thank you for being my best bud,
like my big sis, always take care of me when i need help,
and most of all, let me copy ur work, jkjk, teach me--lol.
Best wishes to you. may all your wishes come true=)Yea. Im so
TIRED and stress out.I need to rest. But, everyday is full of piles of homework that makes you feel dizzy, hate it.
I need to sleep, i dont have enough of it everyday.
I dont want to be in Form 4, i miss my form3 life,
i miss huiqing,---my sister
i miss weiling girl's talk
i miss yentheen helping me
i miss charmaine help me alot
i miss chan hon that always come to our class n kacau us,lol
i miss kuen yee n sharatha, always chatting with me
i miss cheekeen, my brother
i miss yap wei n huiteng, the two lengluis
i miss munyee, my twin
i miss yong qing n shunting, two nice girls,
i miss weiyine, tim n tim, kailun n ahlai n dayu n qijing, the gang that always bright up the class
i miss those genius too.
i miss them all, they are all very nice people, always care for me, i have no stress with them, they are not selfish--
I miss you all.But what to do, exams are coming, im very scared, i think i will fail all the subjects--arrrrgghh
i still need to face it.
I will make it a challenge, and i willdo my best
Just that i am still afraid.
I hope everything will be alright
Im so tired------i need a rest
all the best to all my friends, in exams.
p/s:aural and exams make my stomach cramps, ohh noo. And ah boon's n cheekeen n chong xinyi bday coming! Yay!
and thanks to all that help me alot recently huiqing, yentheen, huishan, elly, sinn yinn, choonyit,cheekeen n khee wan, the ones that i can really tell my feelings out. Thanks to You all yea.
Love you.pray for me, aik mun yee!
A smile a day keeps the doctor away.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Happy Velentines!
Valentine's for lovers and for friends.
All my love goes out to you this day!
Love is something different from desire:
Even, silent, peaceful as the sky.
Nor is love interested in means or ends.
There are no selfish needs that it must weigh.
Instead, love's plenitude itself inspires,
Needing neither cause nor reason why.
Each day my thoughts enchanted with you lie.
dear, Happy Valentines Day!
All the Best to all lovers. Forever and Always. This poem is dedicatd to:
My family, Hui Qing, Yen Theen, Wei Ling, Hui Shan, Yap Wei, Hui Teng, Cheekeen, Choon Yit, and all my dear friends=) I love You. And my dog. Love you loads. =)
it's a love story, baby just say yes!
A smile a day keeps the doctor away.
Monday, January 5, 2009
First Day of School!
Today is the
First Day of School!
Yup! today is the first day of school. I felt excited and scared and berat hati too. All mixed in one. I felt excited because everything finally gets back to normal, and most of all, i wish to see all my buds, ohh, i miss them whole hols, cant wait to see them, then i felt scared because this year we are all in different cls, huiqing go 4s2, then weiling 4s3, with yap and kuen yee, then yentheen 4s9, and cheekeen and huiteng 4s10, wth, so far away, im stuck in the centre, 4s7. Lol. Okay then i felt berat hati, because no more hols adi, how sad, need to work hard again.
Today i woke up at 5 30 because aunty, my van driver, nono, because yea, this year kang wen and jia en and ming ging join morning cls adi, so aunty said we had to go earlier so we will not be late. Felt all those memories back again, the road, house and everything. Unfortunately need to buck up safety belt, so it's super squeezy, 9 persons, syoik betul, cant even put in a single ant, lol. I think i have to start exercising to minimize the space in the van, haha. I got fat since i went to work.Gotta cut down now.Yup, then the van became so noisy ever since kang wen ang ming ging came in, last time, the van was super quiet. They were like talking ang joking non stop. yoo. Hope that they have a good time in form 3 , pmr year! watch out guys! And rujun, jiayou for spm year!
Reached school. Saw huiqing, aha, damn happy to see all my friends again--miss u all--we walked to assembly, it was pretty messy because of the arrangement of cls of the school, so all the girls dont know where to sit. Then finally 4s7, my class, my class, i cant say is not good, because is just the first day, eh, but not too bad. But i just feel very lonely, first time i felt so bad in school. lol. It will be ok, yea? I hope so. I will make friends, and make them happy. Nah, i have no confidence at all.
I dont know my friends, most of them,
Some are shy,
Some dont talk,
Some just dont like to talk,
but i am always willing to talk to u aye, lol.
I dont know how this new year start, but i hope it ends great.
I hope everything is gonna be alright, tomorrow, just like it is.
i miss you all xoxo
A smile a day keeps the doctor away.
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